i;m missing baby lyke hell. he's working & his hp no batt. sigh. sigh sigh larh=( hvnt been tokin to him since..4??-.-'' n he's knockin off @ only 1015,hai=( dear pingping miss eu=(

Zzzzz. mon results. zZzzzz
i tink i cant mk it lah sigh but no matter what i wont cry(:
tk note of my good or maybe bad news ba ~ Zz..

Well. had OE's gathering on 12/12. it was indeed a las min planned one n i tot all wudnt be as smoothed .however there seems tu b a miracle when everytink did turned out beautifully.except that d seasoning of chicken sucks la..thx to my maid-.-im so fcukn sorry my dear operians~~okay we didnt ton. haha.mayb d next one la~~hoho....we did took alot of pics n im lik waiting for yeolynnettexinyi to send em' la^^ hahas. hope tu hv anothering gathering soon.(: hoho.missing !!

ya lah im lookin for 19thdxo n hope i wont dissappt myself,my dudes wont dissp mi n my mom won't too(:
cos i guess thats d las clubbin event for mi unless deres anymore up coming.. zZz.. MONDAY.QUICK!
dardar,i luv u muack..=)
upload pics sooonnnn;)

hadn't mentioned about the visit to siloso beach resort last monday. its a new built building eu see so eventually da price for a room 4 a nyte goes up to 100+ n we've got two..so wif dose gst service changes n stuff it did went up to quite high. hw mani nytes can eu & i booked for chalets ad downtown?! however,dear & family stil booked it to relax so everyting was really wonderful.
so hw cant we probably missed out each other? (:




how wil i ever missed out snapping pics of him?



to end of da day on 5th dec,,we had another 2 shots;)




ok anyway it was really a nice moment lah. i hope we can actuali stay longa.
hmph. i hope ma boi n i can n always wil rememb tt moment <3*
i love him l0tsx.

no more mos 4 tonyte.definitely it had adversely affected mi like shit. had been awaitn like hell n in de end im nt able 2 b der.sighs. mom dont allow cos he wont b der.i know shes just worried...but zz..

n i tot w.o gg to mos she wil stil b dere. but she met him instead. n im lik totally shitty here.

[[you]]
u knew da bes tt i luved ya n cudn dare 2 imagine a day w/o yr presence.
hw wil i ever wanto imagne.......
i hadnt been a gr8 gf.
i couldnt gave in to everytin eu wan mi.
w.o me.
u;l recover tt happiness tt longed 2 b yrs.
i;m sorry.

what kinda changes wil dere be when 2007 arrives.

ive gotta sudden bang,
i dont feel lik being promoted again.

wtf is wrong w mi ?

why had it al happened bcos of a guy?
wad kinda drug did ya gaf mi tt im so addicted.
why cant i jus imagine a day w.o eu.
why issit so hard to adapt to what u really want.

why.
why has it b mi to do al da changes.

whad kinda fcukn changes do eu wanto c in mi..

i started to get a lil worked up or shal say worried abt da cuming results on 18dec. tts abt few weeks ahead tho but i can feel tt kinda fear within me. what had happened? isnt it gd nt to face books anymore?n work for bread instead or shopping sprees? life w/o books shd b as cool i THOUGHT . but tinks changes n i dont tink tats true anymore . i dont tink i wud wana work ad such young age n had lil knowledge. i tink carrying a bag going to sch suits mi more. but what if. WHAT IF i dont moved on 2 sec5s? arghs. alryte shall i jux wait for money 2 fall instead or what. i'l go private no worries but coping on alone isnt a simple task.so i sincerely hope i can ged promoted... *many prays*if onie i had been down to earth since las jan . so i neednt hafta worry here like some shit-ass-es. I stil tink i'l get lost if i dont moved on to sec5s.

seeing 2006 grads in tpss moved mi, no idea for why but i feel its kinda..unbearable. those sec4s xpress 5nas..whn r we meeting again? we're nt gona hv recess tog n those wednesdays assembly..its kinda sad tho. Zzz .

its saturday n im back frm half day work. sun's my offday n yay can mit jieyong;) missing him like shit ue noe? hohos. moving on to o2jam; be backs;d

was moody,teary for d' whole of las late nyte untill when 4pm strikes da next day. time 4 mi was hell.trying to move on 2 da next minute seems to kill mi.thanked god ive got crys n vick to b dere 4 mi.i tink i shall not be tat possesive n learn to let go a lil. tings will stil b fine n sweet wif dat lil trust given. my dear boy. do u kno ure my love of my life? i was just so sure tat i cud tatooed his name on mi. cos even if anitink were to happened,it'l stil b w mi; forever.

when 4 strikes n tts equal to mi knocking off from work,, i felt better cos he came down to simei for an interview,or shal say job hunt. okay. aft tt went off w him to tampines,, we seems to b fine.nothing seems to b running badly. actually wanted to catch a movie,but in de end had cafe cartel instead.another feast frm boy.



aft tt we had fun n stuff. whad happened las nite doesnt seems to b appearing..mayb due to his presence.


I;m glad tt tings r finally fine. i do wanto treasure him even more n give him d trust. up coming 2 yrs of love is nvr fake. i truely beleive in us.

<3*my one&only; love of ma' life.- teo jerrome -.

last sunday=)


Ours. over da months..


many years.


surprisingly not mani pics were taken yst nite ad cocolatte. and even if i took,dey looked lik shit.so i'l rather nt post em'. hahhas. okays. sooo.. everyting wasz OKAY only. got high cos of d' music , but its lik so small. when we entered. we were lik.."dots".. waited for lik 11 b4 al da dancing started.. hahhas.. ok a day to rememb w mani differ of dem. even those tat had nvr danced b4 or lik listened to rnbs started to shake. hahas. okay.
left ard 230+ den walked to nearest coffeeshop to hv our supper.mmM.. aft tt ken sent us home. not our homes but crys's. hahha.slept ad her guest room. =)slack chatted laughed till 5 b4 our eyes shut..

more dancing 2 cum alon..=)))

actually i've quite a no. of pics to update but don't know why ive not been doin so. im reallly lazy even to update or pluck in the cable to transfer. wad happened to me?! -.-''
anyway, went out with bf on sunday to towning, didnt got myself alot but had a gr8 time w him lazyingg ard,tking pics n havin fun(; lols. we had thai express for dinner n tat was his treat for mi as a pressie on our 21st month. wOo.~ aft that we've tis fruit float. wahah.=) missing it right nw la..haha.. n we finally took neoprints aft XyZ days . da las neos tkn was on my birthday which was on feb. haha. long man ~ time's great havin him ard. hhhaaa.

partying tmr, YEAH la. even tho many said tt cocolatte scuk. as in veri small, but tink its ok cos its ma' first visit derefore it hadnt had disturbed mi. bf onie gona join mi like 11+ cos hes having his grad nite ad blablabla hotel. hoHo.:d

currently had a small arguement w him n it seems tat im owas da one who have to hong him n tts scuky lah cos overall im a girl..argh.

woo hi all im back(; not been updating for quite lon..lol.. lazi ~ wonder why can some bloggers type everydae..=.= okie so... MY BF IS FINALLY FREE FROM O'S . !! hoho. same as crys ; D
hahas... gooood gooood=D hehs. hmMm.. haf been busy working..lazi n tired..kinda miss those without working days~ argh.. skatings..WOO..im in to skating lately..shall get a pair soonn=)
so.. yst was jrhp's 21st month..hohO.. :d hwever we didnt geddo mit due to his chemistry pp. ;( but its okie..we still met aft 5 days . tts LONGG ~~~~

YAY; partying next weeeeeeekkkkk;))))
gona go get partying stuffs. HOHOHO.

goood luck to those taking o's lvl tis cuming 2 weeks especially people like my boy, crys& mong...& maybe her bf. hoho. meeting girls tmr @ sy's chalet. tat was a great opportunities to c my gfs =) hehe. happy birthdae to sy to0(:

boy recent v sweeT(:
nvr had he said dese sweet stuffs=)

felt v blissed and blessed..=)
i hope , really hope these goes on...

gona wait for o's to end...
i 'll wait der..(:

MUACKS to eu.

ps : i promise i wun walked away like i did. i promise i'll treasure even more.. i promise..

happily ever after..=)


working working working ; busy working aaaa..
& Tats a lil tiring . hohO.
but its okay=)

Anyway i miss my girlfrens;d
hope dey miss mi too;D

happying wif ma' boi recently; & hope we'll remain tis 4ever(;
loves;prince `